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    Wednesday, March 26th, 2008
    Wednesday
    March 26th, at 4:08pm
    maybe
    came back from japan ytd morn, but ive got no idea on how to upload pics and everything here or rather im too lazy to do so i know photobucket blahblah but its always down. maybe i should start to keep track of my life, and start blogging properly. maybe oh well, i miss japan already! and that mommy was there with us.

    Current Mood: mellow
    HELLO
    Saturday, March 1st, 2008
    Saturday
    March 1st, at 11:55pm
    the disappearing rainbow.
    i cannot believe my last update was in the year 2007. and now it's already 2008 and how im already way into my first job. how mommy isnt here to see me clinch my first's. i miss her alot, i still think of her from time to time but try not to. i can't remember a lot about her, im sorry. maybe the problem is that i don't want to.

    i miss the old times, like how much free time i had back then. how i could meet my close friends frequently. look at me now; im barely in town. even when i am, im way too tired to do meetups and i hang alot with my family. dangling friendships that need to be maintained, people i really miss hanging with. i feel ashamed to even ask how ur lives are now? how much some of em stood by me when i was at the lowest. to you all: thank you, i couldnt thank you enough. but im too held up with work, i cannot leave although i really wish/want to. i could do with a uni degree and where does the greens come in? i hate flying, doing frontline shite. so what if i rcv compliment letters, so what if i get to travel? at the end of the day, you just wana truly be happy doing nothing at all. maybe thats just me.
    1 SAID HELLO
    Monday, January 1st, 2007
    Monday
    January 1st, at 11:48pm
    its year 2007 today.

    tell me mommy wasnt left behind in 2006.
    tell me mommy is not history and is still here.

    i dont wana leave her behind in that year.

    i want her back. bad.
    HELLO
    Saturday, December 30th, 2006
    Saturday
    December 30th, at 1:22pm
    holidays and i wake up to nobody's home.

    no mommy in the kitchen making lunch.
    no mommy to dig me outta bed.

    all's quiet.

    its just me alone and piles of unwashed laundry.
    HELLO
    Friday, December 22nd, 2006
    Friday
    December 22nd, at 11:47pm
    sick sad little world.
    i never tell.

    but everything is messed up since 18 oct and all that running to and fro from school and hospital. never would i believe i'd go through scences depicted in grey's anatomy and how surreal everything could be. nobody would ever understand. the pain & grief we have been through. the sight when my mother passed on. strangers come up to you and tell you oh your mother is still so young and you girls are too young to lose her oh what a pity. and i refuse to cry in front of anyone outside my home.

    what do you do?
    when your mother is gone forever and what is left of her are photographs and fragments of bones in an urn. and memories which seem to get less vivid each day becos youre on drugs to make you less sad and sick. cos i dont have a fucking idea this is life as its lowest shithole pit.

    ily mommy, RIP.
    2 SAID HELLO
    Sunday, October 15th, 2006
    Sunday
    October 15th, at 8:18am
    goodbye long black deadcells.
    the long hair has been cropped. the curls are gone and its shortshortshort now. a love-hate relationship over it. partly want it to grow at a rapid rate and somehow i like it. ohh sighhh. what am i to do?
    HELLO
    Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
    Tuesday
    September 5th, at 1:33pm
    srsly, Crikey? srsly. i admit I was quite a fan of the show and looks like now i can only watch re-runs. and what? a (pathetic) stingray caused his death. yes, the very fish that we so indulge in everything we order sambal fish. oh well, life's a bitter irony. i heart the Crocodile Hunters.

    R.I.P, Steve Irwin.
    HELLO
    Thursday, August 24th, 2006
    Thursday
    August 24th, at 5:33pm
    going away notice.
    hello there,

    miss toes would be going on holidays for a couple of days.
    as cheezy as it sounds, am posting an away notice just in case i have got any unfinished biz on sgselltrade or whatsoever which i dont think i really do have or if anybodys hunting me down.
    so yeah, will get back to anyone like say, earliest tuesday morning.
    pray that retail therapy makes me much happier when i return(not that im down, i dont feel too good either). seriously this post is like pointless but whatever

    till then,
    <3
    miss toes.
    HELLO
    Thursday, July 20th, 2006
    Thursday
    July 20th, at 8:05pm
    Place a X by all the things you've done
    and send it to all of your friends. A bit of fun.
    Takes a while though...
    (X) smoked a cigarette
    ( ) crashed a friend's car
    ( ) stolen a car
    (x) been in love
    ( ) been dumped
    (x) shoplifted
    ( ) been fired
    ( ) been in a fist fight
    (x) snuck out of your parent's house
    (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
    ( ) been arrested
    ( ) gone on a blind date
    (x) lied to a friend
    (x) skipped school
    (x) seen someone die
    ( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
    ( )been to Canada
    ( ) been to Mexico
    (x) been on a plane
    ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
    (x) eaten sushi
    ( ) been skiing
    (x) been at a concert
    (x) taken painkillers
    (x) love someone or miss someone right now
    (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
    ( ) made a snow angel
    (x) had a tea party
    (x) flown a kite
    ( ) built a sand castle
    (x) gone puddle jumping
    (x) played dress up
    ( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
    ( ) gone sledding
    (x) cheated while playing a game
    (x) been lonely
    (x) fallen
    (x) used a fake ID
    (x) watched the sun set
    ( ) felt an earthquake
    (x) slept beneath the stars
    (x) been tickled
    ( ) been robbed
    (x) been misunderstood
    (x) petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo
    (x) won a contest
    (X) run a red light/stop sign
    ( ) been suspended from school
    ( ) been in a car crash
    ( ) had braces
    (x) felt like an outcast/third person
    (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
    (x) had deja vu
    (x) danced in the moonlight
    (x) liked the way you looked
    (x) witnessed a crime
    (x) questioned your heart
    (x) been obsessed with post-it notes
    ( ) squished barefoot through the mud
    (x) been lost
    (x) been on the opposite side of the country
    (x) swam in the ocean
    (x) felt like dying
    (x) cried yourself to sleep
    (x) played cops and robbers
    (X) recently colored with crayons
    (x) sung karaoke
    (x) paid for a meal with only coins
    (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
    (x) made prank phone calls
    (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
    (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
    (x) danced in the rain
    (x) written a letter to Santa Claus
    ( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
    ( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
    (x) blown bubbles
    (x) made a bonfire on the beach
    ( ) crashed a party
    (x) gone rollerskating
    (x) had a wish come true
    ( ) jumped off a bridge
    ( ) ate dog/cat food
    ( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
    (x) kissed a mirror
    (x) sang in the shower
    ( ) had a dream that you married someone
    (x) glued your hand to something
    ( ) kissed a fish
    ( ) sat on a roof top
    (x) screamed at the top of your lungs
    ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
    (x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
    (x) stayed up all night
    ( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
    (x) climbed a tree
    ( ) had a tree house
    (x) scared to watch a scary movie alone
    (x) believe in ghosts
    (x) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
    ( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school
    ( ) gone streaking
    (x) gone doorbell ditching
    (X) played gay chicken
    ( ) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
    (x) told you're hot by a complete stranger
    ( ) broken a bone
    (x) been easily amused
    ( ) caught a fish then ate it
    (x) caught a butterfly
    (x) laughed so hard you cried
    (x) cried so hard you laughed
    (x) cheated on a test
    (x) forgotten someone's name
    ( ) french braided someone's hair
    ( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
    (x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been
    kicked out of your house
    (x) loved someone so much you would gladly die for them
    HELLO
    Saturday, April 15th, 2006
    Saturday
    April 15th, at 4:31pm
    uggggggggggh, seriously URGH. school starts on monday, blah. my report is finally completed, phew! poptart tonight, last party before doomsday. might pop by to town later to check out those stalls by projecteve. anyhow, enjoy ya happy easter holidays peeps! ;)
    HELLO
    Saturday, March 18th, 2006
    Saturday
    March 18th, at 2:28am
    sleep ,
    its 228 in the morning and i cant sleeeeeeeeeeep. holidays and my weird sleeping habits are back. i need to sleep. i have to sleep. i want to sleep. i hope after updating tis journal makes me sleep. like i realllllllllly HAVE TO sleep. okay ill go try to sleep now. BLAH, like humbug seriously!
    1 SAID HELLO
    Monday, March 6th, 2006
    Monday
    March 6th, at 12:51pm
    busted 293.81 buckaroos in one week. am so deadddddd. seriously, i gotta learn to draw my line for online shopping. but ive got 45637926528374 things i want if only if only somebody would be so nice to get me everything. i ♥ retail therapy!
    3 SAID HELLO
    Saturday, March 4th, 2006
    Saturday
    March 4th, at 9:29pm
    my template is so screwed up! :(
    1 SAID HELLO
    Monday, December 19th, 2005
    Monday
    December 19th, at 1:46am
    Dear Santa...

    Dear Santa,

    This year I've been busy!

    Last month I bought porn for [info]triggur (10 points). Last Tuesday I stole [info]triggur's purse (-30 points). In May I caught a purse-snatcher who stole [info]triggur's purse (30 points). In July I pulled over and changed [info]bsb87angel's flat tire (15 points). In February I pushed [info]triggur in the mud (-17 points).

    Overall, I've been nice (8 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!

    Sincerely,
    toes_and_eggs

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    hahahah, obviously since ive got only 1 friend on here. blaaaah.
    2 SAID HELLO
    Saturday, November 19th, 2005
    Saturday
    November 19th, at 12:14pm
    blah, new and green.
    HELLO
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